tears

Awak..
Hari ni hari yg membahagiakan buat saya.. sy seronok..da lame sy xrasa dpt keluar sama2 dengan awak..ketawa sama dengan awak..saya seronok tgk awak happy..sy pilih tukar tmpat pizza hut saat2 akhir sbb sy tau,awak suke mkn pizza..tempat tuh jugak kenangan bg sy,awak sambut bufday saya..walaupun simple mase tuh tp saya rasa saya dihargai sgt..Awk..sy xpenah rasa dihargai mcm tuh.. saya bahagia wak..sy ajak awak tgk wayang td sbb sy ingat dulu awak pnah merajuk dgn saya sbb sy tgk wayang dgn kawan2 lain..tp percaya la wak..tgk wayang dgn awak sy ase bahagia sgt smpai kekadang tuh sy tertido kan..hehe..dgn kwn2 sy xtdo..sbb bler sy tdo sebelah awak..saya rase selamat sayang..

Saya minta maaf sbb akhir2 perjumpaan kite tadi..sy buat awak marah..sy xsangka awak marah smpai mcm tuh sekali..walaupun dah setahun lebih kita kenal.itu kali pertama awak marah sy sbb permainan..saya jugak yg bodoh..hehe sy ngatkn sy nk amik gmbar tuh..sbb sy byngkn,bila saya bersama awak sy jadik budak kecik..yg xde ape2 masalah pun..hanya saya dan awak..tp tuh sume khayalan,betul kate awak..kita da besar…

Maafkan saya wak..
Seumur hidup saya,saya xpernah sayang dan mencintai seorang insan yg bernama lelaki..yg bukan muhrim saya..tapi dgn awak saya tewas.saya tewas dgn seorang insan yg bernama Mohd Mazwan Bin Mohd Zaini..Saya tewas berikan hati saya yg pada suatu ketika dulu amat serik utk bercinta..Saya faham perasaan seorang yg lelaki yg pernah ditipu..pengalaman yg byk mengajar saya..Saya faham perasaan seorang lelaki yg hilang kepercayaan terhadap temannya..Saya xmampu ungkap dgn kata-kata lagi utk menegakkn kebenaran saya..Percayalah wak..dengan nama Allah sbt.sy menyayangi awak sepenuh hati saya..Sikit pun saya xpernah ckp yg saya benci awak.xpernah.

Bohong kalau saya kata..hati saya tergerak mengatakan awak mungkin jemu.bosan meluat dgn tingkah laku saya.Mak dan ayah sendiri pun xtahan dengan tingkah saya..apatah lagi org luar..Saya sedar tempat mana yang saya pijak..saya sedar bumi mana yg saya pijak..sambil menulis ni.mata saya sayu tatap gambar awak dlm kamera saya td..saya suka sgt..hehe.Alangkah bahagianya kalau gambar sentiasa abadi dlm hidup saya,buat selamanya.Saya menangis sbb saya xade teman utk menagis sama..Kekadang saya ketawa sbb saya xde teman utk ketawa..Kekadang saya tersenyum sbb saya xde taman utk bergurau senda..Yg saya ada Cuma Allah sbt wbt.Ya Maha Mendengar dan memahami apa yg saya lalui..

Akhir kata dari saya..bukan bermaksud utk saya pijak kepala awak..tp saya sgt merindui kelembutan kasih sayang awak mazwan.. terima kasih sbb beri saya peluang terakhir..

Awak..saya mengangkat tgn memohon doa pada Allah,agar awak bahagia kelak.halalkn segala makan dan minum saya dr awal perkenalan kita hingga ke saat ini.Maafkn saya..

Dia daisy...

kawan..'suke goyang kaki sebelah..'

Bila aku teringat je.hati aku jadik sebak...

sebak mengenangkan kejauhan seorang yg bernama 'kawan'..

Entah la..aku letih sangat dgn sandiwara dunia,letih dgn hakikat

berjumpa dengan macam-macam jenis orang.

"......hilangnye ko,satu benda yg buat hati aku terguris terasa rindu kat ko..

aku xmampu tunjuk.sbb aku jarang sekali menangis dengan orang yg bergelar 'kawan'..

TAPI terdetik dalam hati aku sebenarnya aku masih rindu ko..gelak ko yg buat aku tergelak same,telatah ko,sedih...ak xmampu nk tunjuk..aku takut dgn orang keliling aku.aku takut dgn mulut orang..'kawan' persahabatan kite dr sem satu smpai kini ak xkn lupe kn smpai bile2..persahabtan kite yg makin retak buat aku,termenung panjang..kesalah yg kita lalui aku akui,kesalah dari diri kita yg belum cukup sempurna ni...

Bulan dan bintang

Bersinar berkelipan

Dan menerangikeindahan malam

Tanpamu bulanMalam kegelapan

Tanpamu bintangHilanglah keindahan.

Ini kisah tentang bulan

Bulan bintang jadi kawan

Bergitulah persahabatan

Yang cuba kami eratkan

Moga berkekalan selamanya.

Bergitulah kami hidup lima sekawan

Sesama berjanji susah senang dirasa

Dibawah sinaran cahaya bulan bintang

Menjadi saksi janji kami semua

lagu 'tentang bulan' yg kita simpan dari awal perkenalan xkan aku lupakan sampai bile2..'kawan' ape pun yg terjadi, aku nk ko tau yg aku xkn lupekn ko hingga akhir hayat aku..tangis aku dlm diam sbb aku syg ko,aku tersepit dengan 2 keadaan.maafkan aku..ape pun yg terjadi,aku sentiasa doakn yg terbaik utk kebahagiaan dan kejayaan ko..,InsyaAllah.."

ikhlas,

Nurdiyana Binti Mohd Amin

Happy Bufday

Nurliyana hamzah @ Shin Chan

Happy Bufday Yana.!!

Syg ko smpai mati...

happy birthday 9 July 2009

NurruQayyah Zayaninazihmas Bt Me'at

DIAWEF08040002

• Happy Birthday Darlink..
• May Allah bless u..
• thanx 4 u supported,thanx cz u r alwez here for me when i needed.
• My prayers r alwez wif u.
• Love u.! Muahx..

I have a friend,Who is perfect for me,She listens to all my problems,No matter how dumb they may be
She likes herself for who she isAnd never tries to changeShe tells me to be myself And that I should never change
She was shy on the phoneBut she would still callAnd we would talk for hoursAbout nothing at all
We would talk about love and lifeAnd discuss what we wanted to beShe knew just how I feltAnd how happy I could be
She listens to me patientlyBut never judges what I do or sayShe helped with all my problemsAnd never went away
I never once felt judged by herHow much that meant to meThat I could tell her all my dreamsAnd she would listen to me
My friend never goes and tellsWhat is dear to meShe keeps it all bottled up insideAnd doesn't spread it like a bee
I am thankful for that friend of mineOur friendship will never endAnd she will always be thereFor she is my best friend

broken heart

"letting go of sumone dear 2u is hard,

but holding 2someone who

doesnt even feel the same is much harder.

gving up doesn't mean ur weak.

it only means dat u strong enough 2let go"

tagged by nurmufidah

A : loves to laugh (cool.!)
B : crazy at times
C : cute
D : smart (oh..no komen)
E : has beautiful eyes
F : wild and crazy
G : sexy
H : gives good hugs
I : very hot (i know dat.haha)
J : likes someone
K : is very athletic
L : very good kisser
M : easy to fall in love with
N : very trustworthy (yups.! am i)
O : has the best personality ever.
P : popular with all types of people
Q : has a smile to die for
R : will make a good boyfriend or girlfriend (ask my bf)
S : likes someone
T : very opened minded
U : is loved by everyone (ask them...)
V : not judgmental
W : very sexy
X : never lets people tell you what to do
Y : nice butt! (hahaha..patot la.i lyke dis one)
Z : makes dating fun

and my name NURDIYANA

hoping

" U.. i just want u to knw that u're so special to me.u xsame cm org laen.
xmenyesal i knal u.i really appreciate u"

"sorry u,i bukan nk uat u rase bersalah.i dnt blame on u..i tau mmg susa i nk dptkn u,
but i never gve up cz u're so worth it for me ..nytez dyana.."

For the person who send this to me :

forever, I could hope
there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny
so I wake up to reality.

I lied when I said
I didn't love you,
that my feelings for you
are through.

I lied
not because I wanted to
but because I love you
and I still do.
I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you
but I just have to let go.
I can't hold on much longer

Sorry..

Sorry.BUT i have to do what i have to do..

Long of time i keep this ting in my deepy heart.but sometimes i feel lyke i was damn with sumone.i hate to hate people but wut i said juz nw i have to do wut i have to do..to MY PAST, i really hope dat u enjoy ur wonderfull realationship now.i dont care n dunt EVER bother bout u..i oso have my new life.so STOP talking bout me,i'm not interested to hear bout it nymore even it comest from ur mouth o people around u..perhaps.! u'll b shock bout this cz i have my true frends was telling dis to me..i really2 appreaciate wut they'd told me..i just one u 2 noe.have a realiationship wif u 100% i did not give me hapiness..past,i'm BLIND..blind with ur stupid 'love' dat come from ur mouth.i'm STUPID..stupid of accepted u in my life eventho it was just a few months,but 'xkn jadik seminggu kalo xcukup sehari kn'??...

u said wut,wut's the point my bf doest help me,when my car was broke down aite? for UR information,at the moment maybe Allah want to show to me which one is 'diamond' n which one is 'rubish'.Afta u came to help me,my boy go n settle my car by HIMSELF ok..conclusion here,u dun have to be so ridiculos ok 'SAYANG'??..

If u read this .DONT EVER say dat i'm jealous wif ur hapiness wif her.'sikit pun tidak'. ok. i'm here becoz i have to stand by my own feet to tell u dis..i hate people like u..nyting,just talk to y hand.stop being HYPOCRITE.stop being a SYMPATHY person.

i' really2 happy wif y life now,Alhamdulillah,eventho at past time i was sicked involve in ur game,n now i found my true love.'hikmah'.

Hear i dun have to mention ur name cz i hate to remem n i hate tok memalukn org.not like u.
thanx.!